a tiny bit of myself Journal Self

how i see life

when i was a kid, i thought being a grown-up will be an exciting experience. seeing how the grown-up around me always being busy with their life, i thought mine will be like that too. full of exciting events, freely decide anything about life, achieving anything and be proud of it. but when i became …

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Anxiety: A part of myself

So, it’s anxiety. Being anxious if I won’t become someone. Being anxious if I can’t make my parents proud. Being anxious if I can’t achieve many things that I want to achieve. Being anxious when I feel like I’m falling behind because I didn’t do much. Being anxious because I’m unable to finish a few …

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a tiny bit of myself Journal Self

a reflection of mine.

this is my second writings in august, around 2 weeks after my last post. is it important that i should mentioned it? no. but, i do need to mention it because it is very unusual of me to post this soon after another. basically, after the past 2 weeks, many things had happened which led …

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Realita Hidup dan Cara Hidup

Akhir-akhir ini gue banyak berpikir lebih dalam tentang hidup secara general. Gue nggak lebih mahir, nggak lebih dewasa, nggak lebih bijak, nggak lebih berpengalaman dari siapapun. Gue cuma senang memikirkan berbagai kenyataan yang ada di kolong langit dan bagaimana kita hidup berdampingan dengan seluruh realita itu.

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persimpangan pilihan.

Kegalauan terhaqiqi atau kegalauan terhebat di masa muda adalah menentukan untuk mengejar passion atau kebutuhan (baca:uang). Jangankan menetukan mana yang harus dipilih antara kedua itu. Menentukan apa passion-nya saja, banyak anak muda yang masih bingung. Passion gue apa ya? Gue suka nyanyi nih, itu udah bisa dibilang passion belum? Kalau gue maksain untuk jadi pelukis, …

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